Tuesday, May 31, 2005

feelin weird 2day...dunnnoe y...sumtimes i feel tt hvin a relation iz gd...at least dere iz sum1 dere wen u need it...sum1 2 talk 2...sum1 2 rest ur head on...sum1 tt will go out wif u...sum1 who comfortz u...sum1 2 hug...sum1 2 kiss...sum1 2 share everyting wif...dunnoe y ppl can find a galfren so easily...juz wifin 3 mth can find a galfren n ther dun even noe each other at e 1st place...love at 1st sight??...sumtiing matthew said made lotz of sense... everyting iz bout relation... i m nt tt bad lookin...at least many ppl say i look nt bad wat... so y???...iz my expectation too high??...but isnt it normal 2 hv an aim??...but i dun wanna get into a relation tt iz nt secure...2 3 mth later thn say no feelin n break up...puppy love iz nt wat i m lookin 4...nv b desperate bout tiz kind of tingz...anyway i m still young...i like 2 belive tt everyting happen 4 a purpose...n e reason 4 nt able 2 get a gal fren might b bcuz i m 2 find a better 1 later...but sumtimes really envy those guys who iz wif a gal bside him...e guy may nt b tt gd lookin but he iz e most fortunate guy cuz he gt tt sum1 bside him...but we will hv 2 sacrifice sumting 4 tt relationship...frens..studies..games..slp..leisure..family..etc...i dun really noe relation cuz i nv been through 1...but wif sum1 like u-noe-who...i do nt wanna get into a relation...anyway...love iz 4 e beholder...if u feel rite juz go 4 it...dun bother bout wat other sayz...at least u gt sum1 2 go out wif durin tiz holiday...unlike mi...dunnoe where 2 go...who 2 go wif...n best of all i m ku zhong zuo le...cuz i still hv 2 go 2 sch 4 2 week...n mdm aisha still hven sent mi e schedule 4 e public lecture!!!...nw in jc every teacher seemz 2 b bias...dunnoe y...they pay more attention 2 their own klass thn other ppl...how puzzlin...shdnt teacher treat every students e same???...haiz...how complex relation iz...really need sum1 2 comfort mi...