Wednesday, January 10, 2007

The 6th day of orientation and the last. A very sad day for me and I am really very emotional on this day.I miss my OGLs and my class and the sub group that I lead. Especially Leesabella(if I got it correct), mrajagopal, Andria and most importantly Justin.

Today did nothing much with either of the groups. But really mix with all the other OGLs that I greet and say hi every day. All those that I have talk to before but not close at all. I really miss being an OGL. I have learn so much and gotten so much. All the things I have learn from being an OGL has really taught me a lot.

I feel very sad to leave every one. I hope that we can play together for the whole year. All the games that we play, all the jokes that we share and all the help that we have. Through all the thick and thins. I miss the carefree life and no need to study. Just chatting away with friends and everyone else.

Now must get back to studies and do my work. Also to catch up with the all the things that I missed. All the lessons. I am going back to the boring and stresful lifestyle that I once lead. All the studying and nothing else. I will miss my friends. Hope they will just say hi when they see me.

Justin message me just now and tell me how he felt and I have the same feelings. I almost cry thinking of it. I hope I can control myself. I really miss the great times with Justin. All the gaying with each other. All the playing around and all the support we give each other. Now we might just be a hi bye friend in the future. I really do not want to see that happen.