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Lee Zi Hao
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    sentimental

    Sunday, April 05, 2009

    Feeling cranky lately. I don't know what's wrong with me. Maybe is that missing element in me? I really don't know.

    My fun in camp in coming to an end. After this, I am going to book in back to tekong. After this coming week, a new batch of recruits is coming in. What kind of attitude should I have? What mentality should I adopt? Am I ready for them? I really don't know. I hope I can take campers instead. I don't mind taking primary schools or even normal technical classes. If I can choose now, I rather take students instead of recruits.

    Anyway, for those camp instructors who is reading this, I hope you will not be offended. Time is really different. You all behave like you are the king of the world. Can't you all care more about your campers? Is scolding the best way? Are you so experienced that you choose to ignore what the more senior instructor's advice? We are in this line for the passion of doing camps and the interest of the camper. Please care more for them and put in more effort and time for them. You can spend time with instructors after the camp, so please don't use work time to socialize with other instructors.

    Anyway, I and just hoping that this coming batch of recruit will come and go fast so I can carry on with what I really like to do. Back to being a camp instructor and do what I want everyday. Being in camp and taking campers. It is so nice to be back seeing your old campers remember you and even your name. It is just so heartwarming. I don't know if this batch of instructor can do it.

    I hope that someone can really make me feel better. I am really very emo now. I don't know what to do. I lost all forms of motivation. Where is my so call friends? Where are the people I had fun with in the past? Why is it that nobody is asking me out nowadays? So many why. What is the reason? I am lost without words. Please let me just fade away without a trace....


    zihao blogged at 4/05/2009 05:56:00 PM


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