Monday, June 27, 2005

haiz..2day sch reopen liao...summore gt exam 30% of promo didnt do well at all juz dun fail too badly can liao...yesterday had a long day...went out wif meng hui,trina,tony n stephanie...went to hv a drink at some restaurant...too bad i sick(thz 2 melvin)n i cant eat e chicken wing which smell so nice...btw it is at kovan...so far...nv been dere b4...played a few games...now found out tt i lost touch wif all e games...but my mind was all bout e exam e next day...sianz...wat better way of spendin e last day of holiday..worryin bout exam...but hv 2 say e day was fun...was dere till 11+...caught e last train hm...thx god...but too bad 4 meng hui... hv 2 travel all e way frm kovan to yew tee...pity u...thn 2day found out tt next mon need nt go 2 sch...youth day...can enjoy again...tiz week gt wed fri free.. but dunnoe fri hv 2 go back 4 e talk anot...waste time 1 leh...go back 4 nth...thn sat gt HSK talk again...dunnoe gt wat 2 say 1...thn after tt gt e long awaited kings n queens...wanna play squash but every1 wan mi 2 stick 2 badminton...tink my badminton life gonna end soon...my thighs r killin me...haiz...gonna fail my exam... dun wanna retain tiz yr...hv 2 pray 2 god 4 hiz mercy n study hard...feel bad also.. yesterday hv 2 abandon joshua bcuz of meng hui...hv 2 follow him 2 go make specs... thn he alone in e church...so poor...nowadays veri on wif joshua n meng hui...do everyting also wif either of em...also i spent alot of money on meng hui liao...e shoe n now help 2 pay 4 hiz spec...he make me so broke...anyway gt 2 slp liao... 2molo gt 2 wake up early 2 study 4 geo paper 2molo at 1245...(msn n hp still availiable 4 contactin)...



Sunday, June 26, 2005

well..nt tryin 2 say bout gals..but fren..frens r really impt in life..is like every1 is goin out but they didnt ask u along..wat do u feel?..left out??.. sumtimes i juz wanna spent more times wif my frens..cause i noe if i miss tiz opportunity i will nt hv another better chance..but every time i hv 2 drop out of a mini gatherin because of sumting...like 2 day..miss e chance 2 go out wif my sec sch frens bcause i hv 2 play soccer wif my churchmate..another is tt i hv 2 attend sch n cant go 4 church camp n miss a gd opportunity 2 fellowship...y do we hv 2 chose?..we must really count e cost 4 every decision..did we make e rite decision..will we miss out e impt of either 1..really everyting boils down 2 a decision..gd or bad we must stick wif it..we cant repeat e event so we gt to make sure it is e best choice of e both..i really wanna spent more time wif my frenz..i dun mind goin out in e middle of e nite..juz 2 go cyclin..or even 2 go n hv a cup of coffee n sit down n chat..dere is no 1 ting tt we do nt need 2 make a decision..2 go out wif tiz grp of ppl or 2 go out wif e other..now i treasure frenship more thn ever..cause i tink of more tings now..wen trouble arise who can u turn to?..mr a?or mr b?..dun really noe rite..even if they r free 2 entertain u..cum 2 tink of it..i dun really hv much of tiz kind of frenz..2 share thick n thin wif u..it is tough 2 find sum1 who will ask u out 4 badminton every week..n will even go 2 e extend 2 invite u 2 hiz sch n play..many a times ppl will find it troublesome n will rather play wif thier sch fren..any1 who read tiz i gt a qn 4 u..do u feel lonely?..r ur frenz really true 2 u?..can ur fren share thick n thin wif u?..if u seriously sit down n tink..onli 10% or less of ur fren can do all e above..how many of ur fren noe ur bday n spent time tinkin of how 2 spent it wif u?..n even 2 take e time 2 sent u a sms in e mornin n e nite now n thn..but i hate those tt like 2 use money 2 buy frenship..like some1 tt my sec klass will noe..yes i might nt b able 2 use money 2 but frenship cause i m nt as rich..but i feel tt dere is e ship tt is supportin tiz fren is made up by money..it can sink wen e water gets in..but a genuine ship tt is made up by both e party can brave through stormy seas..serious thinkin on e way.....



Thursday, June 23, 2005

never go away.
I want you to stay.
And always be my friend,
from now until the end.
For your friendship I'll fight,
from day until night.
Because in you i see
a reflection of me.
And there's one thing that's true
I've found a friend in you!

No man/woman is worth your tears and the only one who is, will never make you cry. If you love someone, put their name in a circle, instead of a heart, because hearts can break, but circles go on forever.
Everyone hears what you say. Friends listen to what you say. Best friends listen to what you don't say.
If all my friends were to jump off a bridge, I wouldn't jump with them, I'd be at the bottom to catch them.
"Don't frown, because you never know who's falling in love with your smile!"
"If you judge people, you have no time to love them"
"Be kind, for everyone you meet is fighting a harder battle." Plato
It takes a minute to have a crush on someone, an hour to like someone, and a day to love someone- but it takes a lifetime to forget someone."
"Enthusiasm is contagious. You could start an epidemic!"

I've searched around the world
from north to south, and east to west.
Day and night, in search of a friend
because I only wanted the best.
This friend must be kind and sincere,
happy and full of cheer.
Someone who knows how to have lots of fun,
and when times get rough, won't run.
Though I've searched the world looking for you,
my friendship wishes finally came true.
I FOUND YOU!



Tuesday, June 21, 2005

choon poh..hanzhong..yew on..dianto..yongjia..changchew.. alex..junkai..yunxiang.. chunkiat..junus..glen..john.. kimheng..kenneth loh..jeffrey..weihao..stephanie.. ang huimin..tan huimin.. gekpeng..june..xueli..jade.. qinyi..sookwai..huiwen..xueqi.. adeline.. melissa.. wirawan..yulin..yuzhen..jiatkai..melvin..weiqiang.. weiann.. raymond..keith tan..keith mok..libin..kianwai.. kianhan.. jason..juinnkwong..benny.. danny..senghoe.. harespal...ismail khan..ismail..farhan..yati..shishi.. shujuan.. pohkim..felicia.. siti..wanling..jasmine.. christine.. zerlinda..zhenquan..joyce.. kailun..wenny.. zhanyi..yvonne..weiping..elson..guochun..clara..shihui.. daphne.. felix..yuqing..logan.. wilton..yongfa.. jackson.. lawrence..desmond..guanbin..jiajin.. kyla.. minghan..shane.. wenjun..shuyan..devan..jielin..kenneth foong..tiancai.. lionel.. meixi..meihui..qiuying..yili..eugene..johnny.. lucern..yenseng..weekuang.. elton..shih shun..pohlong.. soonlong..shaoliang..cindy..melissa..xuanhong..siti.. kadijah..sinchoon..huiyi..menghui..joshua..ton..chunseng.. matthew..luke..weisheng.. joanne..zoe..david..alvin.. yireng..debbrina..trina..joy..wenyi..cedric..derrick.. ernest..linton..jo.. jack..baoli..baoru..weihong.. christopher..derek..siewyun.. josephine..nicholas..linda..chester..

sorri if i 4get any1s name...plz let mi noe who i miss out... my mind is blank after all tiz name...



Sunday, June 19, 2005

kao...2day hv 2 miss both e chi n eng service 4 nth...bennie ho call early in e morning 2 say tt 2days grading is 10am report...but wen i reach dere thn noe tt is 130pm thn start grading... made me so mad...i miss my church service 4 nth...wasted 4 hr doin nth...really miss church...nv noe i miss it so much...thz god it is a long way 2 e next grading...really man...miss out such an impt day...fathers' day man... miss out e singing...e sermon ...everyting man...kao...stupid ppl...cant even comfirm on 1 ting...thn during e gradin was like so hot...so veri e hot...even e floor is also hot...really dehydrate man...drank alot of h2o after tt...wanna buy e aikido t-shirt 1 but dun really like e availiable design...look so nt me... n like 2day was e most wasted day...did nth much...went hm after e grading n it was like onli 4+...also e holiday is goin 2 b over...tt means no more time 2 enjoy n play liao... must start studyin liao...a math geo chi eng econ...so many tings...also hv 2 train up cause nafa is round e corner... boring n stupid day man... plus 2molo hv 2 go do pw work...sianz...wait till so long thn start... i dun feel like doin anymore... oh nearly 4get e kings n queens is cumin back...really hope tt i can play badminton...



Thursday, June 16, 2005

wow...2day so tired...hv 2 do cip 2day...nv wanna do again...suppose 2 bring kids to macritchie reservoir...wen i went 2 e centre thn noe tt we hv 2 bring em 4 e 10km walk... madness man...even adults also will find e journey tough but we still hv 2 bring kids...totally madness...plus i hv 2 handle 2 super hyper n noisy kid...was i like tt b4??...dun care liao...they really make my day man...thn still bring em over e suspension bridge...at last some peace...cause they r afraid of e height...tiz teaches mi nt 2 b too helpful...shdnt entertain e kids too much... i really feel like a monkey man...sumtimes dunnoe where e kids get thier energy frm...one moment they r complainin but e next they r runnin up n down e path...better nt let mi c em again...but hv 2 say e walk was nt bad...can go walk again...but nt wif those kids... any1 wanna go 2gether??...gt many nice scenery 1....gt took a few... veri nice... my leg iz in pain...so tired... must really train up...



Wednesday, June 15, 2005

well goin 2 write my testi 2 god tt i share in G12 2day... well here goes...well,firstly got to thank God for everything he have done for me.thank him for blessing me and all that he have provided.i was once those kind of person that will mock at others religion and joke with them with Raymond and the rest.i used to belive that there is no such thing as God but thanks to stephanie for bringing me to G12 and church that i know that there is actually a God that is so real that he die and rose again and he die for our sins.things changed after that.i dun really trust people before because there is many backstabber, betrayer and two headed guy but when i know Jesus i know that i can always turn to him.He will always be there for me,listen to me guide me and teach me.Jesus than became my friend,savour and my lord.i belive that with him i nothing is impossible.I started reading the bible and going to church.but when i can go i will feel that i miss out something.i give all the grattitude to god.when i became more mature, i found out that everything happen for a purpose and a reason.than i learn to pray by constant learning from yireng, trina and debbrina.when u trust and honour God he will honour you also.For example, for my O lvl result i kept on praying for many nights before the release date.i ask for only a B4 which i think is the best result that can come by.when the result came out, i found out that i got a B4.WOW, my prayer really works.this is the turning point of my life. I alway thought that it was shear luck that my prayers came true but now i know it is not. it is the grace of God.You really do not know the taste of the cake till u try it.Nest is to thank God for all the friends he sent me.they are meng hui,matthew,joshua,weisheng,etc...got so many of them i do not have the time to state all of them.God also convicted me to do many things,like that shoe I bought(mention alot of time...sorry meng hui but really gd to use it as an example).I will never buy such a present for anyone.truely is the holy spirit that wanted me to buy the shoe.I do not regret buying that is the most amazing part.....so this is wat i shared...n really wat i felt...



Monday, June 13, 2005

人生知己得几人
来去匆匆不留痕
了解我心不容易
志同道合更难依
谁知他在我身处
只是我俩不知熟
我俩生活多处和
道路也是多有同
只有他知我心处
为有他肯听我述
不知不觉友数周
但愿我俩友不瘦
时间也能停于首
可惜我俩住两处
不然就可日谈述
怨天怨地或怨人
事实不容我人愿
只望老天了我愿
能让我俩永谈远

if u cant c tell mi...i will sent u nan ji xing njstar 2 read it...



Sunday, June 12, 2005

well...4 non-belivers...shdnt use non-belivers...4 those nt yet noe Jesus will say tt he iz nt true n who say bad tings bout christianity...i noe cause i was once tiz grp of ppl... but after noein Jesus...i noe tt he is every ting real...no other god could compare to hiz majesty...He provide..asist..bless..shelter...he can do all tiz... dun doubt hiz ability cause he iz e true livin God...i m who i m 2day bcause of him... ask my frenz...i hv change a lot since i hv cum 2 noe Jesus... constant prayin..devotion..worship..praises helps...u gt 2 try b4 u noe if u like it...i dun tink my achievements r my credit...all shd go to God...i hv nv been commited 2 any ting i dislike...like basketball if u noe...i nv join in any basketball game... cause i dislike e sport...but i m now commited in wakin up on a sun morning n travel all e way 2 yishun 2 my church...it surely means tt church is gd...cause i will nt pick sumting tt iz inferior...i dun go 4 brand...i go 4 quality...so all my accessories r all nt branded...also levis iz nt branded... it iz cheap compare 2 op n billabong...like choosin a church... branded dun mean gd... like e church tt my ctg fren goes 2...i dun find it gd...it is veri fake...if e soul r nt as 1 wif e body how will it work??...now goin 2 b a faithful christian...oh also i m goin 2 hv my gradin next sun...dunnoe how 2 fix e timin so tt i can go 2 church n e gradin... God will surely arrange everyting... i hv trust in him...



Friday, June 10, 2005

2day my holiday really really starts...no need 2 go back 2 sch liao...2day no hof so i went out n had dinner wif my sec sch frenz... so long nv go out liao... 2day didnt hand in my eng work n econ work...it will affect my promo badly...dun care liao...hv a feelin tt i m goin 2 fail my promo tiz yr... normally my six sense iz very acurate... haiz...oh...2day those church camp ppl return liao..hope they enjoy themselves...anyway over liao...juz a blink of an eye 2 week gone liao... 2 more week sch will start liao...thn my block test will start...sure fail 1...dun care liao... failin iz veri common 4 mi...juz dun feel like studyin...wanna hv holiday 4ever... thn 1 more yr hv 2 go NS...dun feel like goin also... hv 2 train up 4 it... 1 ting i fear iz 2.4KM run... nv run it b4...every yr i juz walk through e whole journey n talkin wif my frenz...onli pass in sec 5 cause tim ng my pe teacher noe tt i m frm badminton so he wan mi 2 run....pass on e second try... anyway dun need 2 tink too much... take a step at a time...nw hv 2 enjoy all e way...cannt juz do nth... or else gonna regret 4ever...also must get johnny,eugene lucern no. thn ask em out 2 play badminton...so many tingz 2 do so little time...study..train up physically..enjoy holiday..go back take leavin cert..bring back my badminton skill..save up some money...haiz...tiz can go none stop...



Wednesday, June 08, 2005

e other color 

2 color of Adidas barricade III 



Tuesday, June 07, 2005

haiz... tiz 2 dayz keep on cin e same shoe...barricade...4 those who dun noe wat tt iz... it iz a pair of Adidas shoe...in sch saw 2 person wearin it...n yesterday at queensway shoppin center saw e same shoe again...n dere iz a 20% discount off it... a gd price i would say... but i do nt hv e cash 2 buy it now...like e design veri much...hope tt e next version of the barricade shoe will b nicer n more affordable 4 mi...e shoe iz nt bad... quite comfortin i might say...although i did nt wear it...but i trust my sight...if dere is a metal plate on e shoe it will b much better... 4 any1 who iz goin 2 buy mi anyting...i like metallic.. black.. majestic.. high class lookin..etc stuff... hehe... but anyway i dun mind if u do nt buy mi anyting...juz rem mi as a fren n sent mi a sms wen u r free can liao...oh almost 4get...tiz yr i m goin 2 celebrate my bday again after 2 yrs...cause e previous 2 yr gt N lvl n O lvl so no mood 2 celebrate... tiz yr gt no major exam so can enjoy... any1 gt any suggestion wat 2 do 4 mi bday tiz yr??... tried eatin n chalet liao...hope 2 do sumting special tiz yr... n i will nt b affected by any extra lesson cause i decided nt 2 go 4 it even if i cant pass my promo tiz yr...n also i wanna thz every1 who hv read my blog... will b constantly upgrading it dun worry...haven found any nice skin yet...but i will try 2 create 1 myself...



Sunday, June 05, 2005

feelin weird nw..hv tiz strange urge 2 go out n chat wif meng hui,trina n stephanie again like tt time after amazing east...it is really enjoyable...miss e gd old dayz...dun feel like growin up...wanna b a kid 4ever...y do we hv 2 grow up?... isnt it better 2 b a kid 4ever?...need nt worry bout anyting...can hv long frenship... need nt worry bout studies...can go 2 fren's house everyday...holiday time onli need 2 tink of where 2 go n play...n need nt worry bout goin back 2 sch 4 lesson...nw i can onli c all my frenz go 4 camp but i cant go...how i wish i can leave tiz sch...how i wish tt A lvl iz tiz yr...end tiz torment...how i wish tt i can cum 2 noe GOD earlier...thn i can hv real frenz n will nt hv wasted 17 precious yrs of my life... onli now hv i fully live my life...wif a purpose in life...how i wish i can go 4 e church camp...but i still hv 2 b responsible 2 my sch work...frenz plz help mi enjoy every moment of e trip...how i wish i can end tiz 1 1/2 yrz of torture...how i wish i can hv a carefree chat wif my frenz frm night till day n till e night again... promise tt i will save up 2 book a chalet end of e yr n all of us can go n relax n enjoy a time of fellowship 2gether n chat every night n day...tiz iz a vow i will make in e name of Jesus Christ...GOD plz help mi...give mi e determination...nw i m searchin n hopin 2 find sum true frenz in life...GOD bless... ive found a few... MENG HUI-->sum1 i m willin 2 spend big bucks on 4 juz a present which i STILL hv nt regretted buyin...JOSHUA-->sum1 whom i feel i can connect wif in church...MATTHEW--> sum1 who will brighten up my day juz by lookin at him...TRINA-->a gd spiritual leader who hv great faith...STEPHANIE-->sum1 whom i noe 4 12 yrz...thank u lord...but too bad they r nt within reach wen i needed sum1 2 talk 2 n go out wif... ttz 1 of e reason i wanna write a blog...so tt sum1 will stumble on my deepest feelin...



Saturday, June 04, 2005

wat iz frenz...goin everywhere u 1...doin everyting u 1...eatin anyting u like...follow everyting u do...is all tiz consider a gd act of a fren...also who do u consider ur boyfren?...sum1 who spent all hiz money on u...buy everyting u 1...usin a cab 2 sent u 2 any where u 1...haiz...wat if wen dere iz a problem?...will tiz so call best pal stay wif u...will they share thick n thin wif u...share ur woes wif u...like tiz song by akon...lonely..wen e light iz off u r onli left wif uself...although it iz bout losin a galfren but u can also relate it 2 a best fren...rem a lesson ive learn b4...u can onli find a true fren in a christian...cause they will alwayz spent time listenin 2 every1...n they will nt judge any1...unlike others...sum ppl onli make fren wif those cool hip rebelious suai rock...cause they wanna look gd wen they r out on e street where gals will look at em...well i admit i was once tiz kind of person but i realise tt u can nv judge a person by hiz look...he may look cool but he haz bad attitude...so now i make fren nt by judgin thier appearance...
Lonely I'm Mr Lonely,
I have nobody,
For my owwnnn
I'm so lonely, I'm Mr. Lonely
I have nobody,
For my owwnnn
I'm so lonely,

Yo this one here goes out to all my playas out there ya kno got that one good girl whose always been there like ya
Kno took all the bullshit then one day she cant take it no more and decides to leave

I woke up in the middle of the night and I noticed my girl wasn't by my side, coulda sworn I was dreamin, for her I was
Feenin, so I hadda take a little ride, back tracking ova these few years, tryna figure out wat I do to make it go bad, cuz
Ever since my girl left me, my whole life came crashin

I'm so lonely (so lonely),
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own) girl

I'm so lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own) girl

Cant belive I hadda girl like you and I just let you walk right outta my life, after all I put u thru u still stuck
Around and stayed by my side, what really hurt me is I broke ur heart, baby you were a good girl and I had no right, I
Really wanna make things right, cuz without u in my life girl

I'm so lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody to call my own)
To call my own (to call my own) girl

I'm so lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own) girl

Been all about the world ain't neva met a girl that can take the things that you been through
Never thought the day would come where you would get up and run and I would be out chasing u
Cuz aint nowhere in the globe id rather be, aint noone in the globe id rather see then the girl of my dreams that made me
Be so happy but now so lonely

So lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own)

I'm so lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own) girrll

Never thought that id be alone, I didnt hope you'd be gone this long, I jus want u to call my phone, so stop playing girl and
Come on home (come on home), baby girl I didn't mean to shout, I want me and you to work it out, I never wished Id ever
Hurt my baby, and its drivin me crazy cuz...

I'm so lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own)

I'm so lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own) girll

Lonely, so lonely
So lonely, (so lonely),
Mr. Lonely, so lonely
So lonely, so lonely, (so lonely), Mr. Lonely