Monday, August 29, 2005

people always say that we will only learn after a fall.like children,they never learn no matter how many times you tell them,but they will learn what is pain when they experience it.like you won't know how it feels like to try to suicide after you have tried it.you think its fun to cut yourself with a blade?no it never is and never will be.don't keep dwelling on an age old relation since it is over.the guy may not even care so what is the point of you to keep thinking about it?also, we would try to play around with teachers and try to test their temper and often we think that those teacher who is soft-spoken is aa pushover,but in fact they are not. they like to do things by the book and if you never hand in work,she will just record it down.what the heck.can't they just bend the rules? the same applys on people. we always like to bully those that seems defenceless, but normally it is those people that can cause a heavier damage.they are just storing up everything and is finding the right opportunity to let every thing out at one go.till that time comes we can still salvage the situation,or else a good bashing you will get.so let us sit down and think.are we those that always learn from the hard way? or are we those that learn from the first sight of problem?many a times we will think that we are very safe but often we are not.so don't try to test things and people.always listen to higher authority.if your teacher tells you to hand in your work on monday, you jolly well finish it by monday.if people ask you to buss off,you jolly well get lost.don't try to test yourself.if others tell you something, listen to them. like if i tell you mocha taste good, you better believe it tastes good.don't really know how to end this so think that there will be a part 2 for this....



Sunday, August 28, 2005

well.want to praise my God again.don't turn away but read on.you will find it meaningful.I got quite alot of problem nowadays and have been in a lot of solid prayers.My mood is not as good as i used to be.if i am not happy i will throw it into your face.then also that i am in the sin of gluttony.don't know why i am eating alot the pass few weeks and i just can't seem to get full after a meal.then my expenditure is getting higher and higher, can't even pay my offerings some days. then one day, god told me to pray and be determind in what i am doing and also keep a record of what god did for me and the things i promise to acheive.so if you see me with a small note book, you will know what it is for.then i prayed everyday, every second that i am free i will pray.then what i want to say is that my prayers are answered and god never ignores our request.like normally you ask other idols like god of fortune for more winnings, you might not get it.but like me, i ask god to help me have extra cash and i do have extra cash.God doesn't say i will help you to win lottery but he will use ways to convict you to do wat he intend 4 you.which is always the best method.for me is that he convint me to stop eatting so much and it helps me to save up a few buck and now i have no problem paying the offerings.many a time we forget to thank god for what he has done for us and i want to take this chance to tell every christian to give thanks every day.god has answered many of my prayers and it really strengthen my relation with him.also dare to ask god for what you want.depend on god than on human.god can open doors that man cannot close.the job of god is to answer prayers so go ahead and ask.seek and you shall find.



Sunday, August 21, 2005

today is another normal sunday where i go to church early in the morning but today i woke up late.i woke up at around 630 and i have to rush and wash up than go down to get my train.i miss my train in the end so i took the longer route via jurong.got into the shuttle bus just in time.than went to church for the chinese service.than after chinese service thank god got yong jie's curry puff.or else i will go hungry man.my stomach is groaning during the chinese service.yong jie is really a nice guy, he still call and ask if i want any breakfast.than after my breakfast went for the english service.after that stayed in church to wait for rehearsal.did a simple rehearsal which drag to 4+ than we ended and we went home.another week with no activity.maybe must next week can book badminton court and go play badminton.or i will be bored to death.study for 5 days a week is stressful enough and still during weekend nowhere to go.it is a killer man.can't live on like that,don't want to live my life without any life.my aim next week is to go and find life.another week liao. can't stand it.people got what movie is on now?let go and watch fix it on a sunday and make life.this kind of life is not what i am living for.than after this week my sun will be free from 1pm onwards.if go home so early i am sure to die young.me very long never play pool liao,can go and play.go chiong also can.man what life am i living now?with no drinks and nothing in my life.have to do some research to get back my life.also want to change G12.rushing every week can kill me.which g12 or region is open for me?



Thursday, August 18, 2005

yongjie:only get to know you recently.very friendly and sometimes very on one.after heart.sport will go and eat with me one.thanks for that.also remember we got one billy boomer's voucher.must go and eat soon.
ton:thanks alot for all the games of badminton.have fun playing with you all. also 'thanks' for getting me involve in region event.again act bad guy for the trailer.but nevermind if i have the look of a bad guy lar.thanks anyway for everything.
chunseng:don't let people know your age or people will say you look young.chunseng is a very friendly guy and thanks for letting me play in the soccer and super captain's ball.all this is really not my type of games but thanks for letting me join in.
derrick:hey your school really gives you all good food.always go redhill to have dinner every friday.why don't go somewhere near chua chu kang?isn't it closer?but anyway at least you are there to eat with me.
melvin:the first person i invited to church and at first call he answered.thank god.than don't know that he accepted god so fast.like one week only.it took me like don't know how many months lor.thanks for helping me to keep meng hui company when i am not around.enjoy god's blessing and pray more.



Sunday, August 14, 2005

interupt my tribute.lets talk about friends again.well today in church i discovered a strange phenomenon.who is our best friend?is it god or is it mere human.i found out that we can live without friends but we can't live without god.to me god is my faith,not like an idol to worship.so don't think i am promoting god.in another words,we can't live without faith.we don't need a friend to live.many people do not have any close friends but are still living their life as normal.some even lead a better life than those that have alot of friends.why is it so?it is simply because they do not have to divert their focus on so many things.they simply concentrate on one thing.many a time we are confuse on which to chose.friends or academic?to study or to go out with your friends.you will surely have to give up one.if you spent too much time with your friends,you will have less time with your family as well.but if you go straight home to study,you will also have the time to interact with your family member as well.even if we want to go out with out friends,we need to have the m factor.i don't like to go out with friends who got the money to pay one but always wanting others to pay.no offence to my friends from church.i don't mind paying for you all cause i think next time you all will have the chance to pay the bill one. anyway,2day i feel that i have alot of time to spent because i went home first.feel like going home,never went home early for many weeks liao.also feel that something is missing when we all went out the previous weeks.now,i want to spent more time with my studies as my promo is round the corner.think i have changed alot since last time.last time i don't value friends at all but now i like always want to go out with my friends.nowadays have no time for my secondary friends because always is in school till very late.sometimes just hope that i can just quit studying.now i just want to study and get my relationship with god right.the rest i can't be bothered. there is no eternal friends or foe,so why should we dwell on something that have is ever changing?we should just let them be and continue with life.



Thursday, August 11, 2005

dianto:yo my fren.used to go to your house always.stayed there play computer and to even watch tv.last time together joined badminton and scout together one.had alot of fun together.you are one sporty guy ya.very long never see you liao,got time lets go out together okay?
gekpeng:thanks for many thing man.last time go for cdac together and always your parents will sent you home and i alway take a free ride home one.haha,really enjoy the days but now we also never meet one.only during teachers day.so can find one day than our whole class go outing together.think we are one of the rare group that still got contact with our primary school friends and go for gathering every year without fail.
matthew:know him in church.very funny guy and can really make people laugh.but can really be serious at times.really like a big brother to us.got what don't understand one can always ask him.also a very faithful christian.there is always a gentle side to this tall huge robust guy.
trina:my g12 leader.crappy always.but very faithful to god.also a very hardworking person.thanks for letting me come to know god and encourage me to work hard when i see you study.also all the best for you and **** *** in whatever relation you two have.also when got time can come out to study together.we can guide each other if we don't know something.
debbrina:also my g12 leader.very straight one got what will tell to your face one.also very funny at times.thanks for all the spiritual advice you give.also all the best for your o level this year.



Wednesday, August 10, 2005

jennifer:thanks for all the food you have provided for us every wednesday and all the food is very nice, especially the sherperd's pie.like it alot and the beef taste so good.also thanks for allowing us to use your house for our G12.thanks alot also for helping me to reserve a seat for chinese service and last time giving me morning call.may god continue to bless you.
weisheng:cheerful guy.super friendly.quite a joker at times but is truely a god's guy.almost everyone in church will know him.very sporty also,seems to know all kind of sports and is doing well in all of them.doing your O levels this year, give it your best and seek god before you make any decision.go into a institute that you want.
choonpoh:hey my brother,share the same birthday as me.last time always go swimming and play badminton together.always hang out together one.you, hanzhong and me.but so sad nowadays you like always busy one.gathering also not there,everytime also got something on.girlfriend right?last time you look small size but now you are very well build and tan,all thanks to your vball training.hope that we can go out sometimes and see you at the next gathering.
wilton:thanks for all the movie session we had.really enjoy watching night shows, but nowadays no time at all.i had not caught a movie for a long time liao.wanting to download all and watch.promise next time will surely go if i am free.also all the badminton session.but next time must remember to call or else no need to play.heard that menghan is back and we can always replace logan with menghan.
guanbin:yo my gay buddy,hows NS?must be really enjoying right?know you from mph parkway parade. really fun lor, everyday working and chatting at the same time. than go and have dinner together.thanks for the keychain also which is always on my school bag.got time can go have lunch together and i want to see how you look with short hair.
eugene:my jc badminton partner. very friendly and sociable.always can see him in school one and always can clash with him one.nice guy.next time can go out and play badminton together.miss the tournament period where we joke and laught together and eat together.all the best for your A level.



Saturday, August 06, 2005

well got no lesson till wed...so got quite a long break...but during this break stil got a lot of homework to do...so don't know got how long to enjoy this break...so again have to make full use of it...and also promo coming...have to work extra hard... spent more time studying and also do my A math...can affort to fail any of my subjects...n dun want to be look down by people...quickly finish this two years of studying and continue on with life...thn finish NS c do what after that...oh and also change my handphone to nokia n90...now is already august liao... very fast this year will end...hope for alot of things...firstly is to do well for my promo and go up to year two...than for my badminton team hope that everyone will train up well and at least go into round two so that our badminton team can be made into a core sports...also got some thing want to make clear...trina and meng hui got nothing between them or at least that is wat they say...so please dont think they are an item... my time is flying away like crazy...dont know what i do but i always dont have time for many things...dont know why also...than hope that i can grow taller... i am very short... also hope to find a job that is easy free-lance and can earn alot... cause i want to save some money but always cant seem to save up...also i am eating alot nowadays...maybe because of school stress...i eat up alot of my allowance liao...i know it is a sin but trying very hard to stop it... also hope for a long chat with my friends...hope to be able to chat from day to night and night to day...always like to have a good chat...