Tuesday, November 29, 2005

During this holiday i have been thinking of alot of things. Not that i want to think about them but that they just come into my brain. So many things just appear in my mind and i can't get them out. Everything just come back to me. Firstly is the life i am living and i think i share quite a bit in my previous post. Next is that i feel that studying is really not my cup of tea. I don't want to study anymore liao. Just feel like getting a job an save some money and start my own business or to get a badminton coach cert and to teach badminton. Why do people want to study? Also i want to go overseas to a place that i dream about. Then, i think about all the friends i made during this life and the things we did together that is so significant. Just hope that the time will go back to where it was, but then i will miss out on other friends. choices. I just hope i can handle friendship better than i used to. I want to get a new bike to go cycling with my friends but i know i won't use the bike as much. Without my bike i have reduced alot of my pleasure. Less badminton, less night movie, less night cycling and less distant locaton. If i were to spend my money on bike then i will have less money to use. What i hope for at this moment is a whole day of badminton from morning to night. To wear all my jerseys in one day. Meet many friends in badminton. Until now, when going for tournament, i will still meet friends from primary school or from my opponents' team. Great friends are hard to come by, treasure once you find one. Got so much to wirte and i don't know how to comtinue. will continue in my next post. Every post will contain two points of what i am thinking in this season to better express myself.