Saturday, March 25, 2006

Many a times, we only treasure what we lost and never really treasure what we have. We just think there is always a tomorrow but that tomorrow just didn’t come.
Let me just give three examples ranging from the smallest daily things to the largest most important things to show that we often neglect our blessings.
I have this racquet of mine which I am currently using and I like it a lot. But now it has scratches all over the frame of it and I really regret not taking good care of it and knocking it. There are a few dents that is very serious and if knocked into the exact same spot again, it will just bend inwards. The racquet is bought from my secondary coach and I don’t think I can get any of the same brand, design and quality from outside. Now I just hope for the day that it break to never come. It is just not what it used to be.
From primary school, I have a close group of friends. We used to hang out all the time. We go swimming, badminton, lunching and even shopping together. I never give much thought of it when we are together and never really take the time to build up our friendship. But now, I just hope we are all free and able to come out to have a meal together. Now and then I will still sms them to chat and to get a feel of what we experience last time.
When I was preparing for my Os, I had little preparation. I think I won’t really do well because my prelim and mid-year and all the test in the year was not very good. I never even think I can enter into poly. So, I just slack and go out with friends after each paper and never revise for my exam and when I got my results, I was shock and at the same time sad. I did not foresee me getting grades that can go into JC but I also felt that I should have studied. I hope that I can just go back to the time when I was preparing my Os. So I can score better.
To each, lost might be a different kind of experience that they have. This three might even lead to more memories. Just hope that this can inspire you and share your ideas with me.
This is also the last blog entry that is in this manner. A big change is on the way. So just watch out for it.