Saturday, December 31, 2005

As 2005 is coming to an end in about 3 hours time, i have alot to say about this year, both good and bad. I will leave the best to be said at the end.
Firstly, I only accepted christ this year although I have been introduced to him last year. I am glad I did and that He have blessed me all the while. He is truly a good God that no one else can be compared with. I would really like my friends to come and know Him and no one will ever say He is no good. Also that i got baptised this year. It is really great to be baptised. I really love my God alot, Although there is trials and test but i know what He do is all for my benefit.
Secondly, I have made many new friends and get to know more things through them and also experience new things with them. In school, in church and from life. Somethings in school shows me that everyone work for benefit for ownself instead of doing things to benefit all. This might be because of too much influence from the environment that makes everyone think about themselves more than others. This is the most important reason why i hate JCs and express students. No one single express student know life and the world good enough to co-exist with them all. If given a choice, I would rather not go to school because it is school itself that corrupt student's mind. To cause them to see results, grades and attributions as the most important thing in life. But also thanks to all this that let me learn so much.
Now let me start on the most memorable experience of 2005. It is a person and a guy. Don't be mistaken that i am a gay. But think some might have guessed it right. He is meng hui. Actually i know him since 2004 but only get to know him better in 2005. He is a good guy but he don't really know how to see people around him and their feelings and not know what to do at the right time. I enjoy going out with him and even the chattings that we have. Whenever we chat, we will go on and on for a long while and it is always fun. I treat him as one good pal and a real kin. Just as Proverbs 18:24 states "A man who has friends must himself be friendly,but there is a friend who sticks closer than a brother. " He is what this verse truly says. But whatever i do for him, i never hope that he will repay me. I do things that i never hope to be repaid but it would be best if he do. I also never aspect him to treat me the way i treat him because he too have his own friends and those that he can really clique with. I hope that our friendship can grow to be like the one i share with Dianto and even Choon poh. Last time, Dianto and i spend almost every afternoon at his house playing computer, going Great World city and even just chatting at his house. I really hope that meng hui and i can be like that. The kind of joy is unexplainable. Dianto and i joined badminton together and also joined scouts together and truly enjoyed all of it. This type of friendship is what i yearn for but as time passes and we grow older, it is impossible to get the same feeling again.
I can feel that the friendship meng hui and i share is fading away but that is part of life. We only see each other a few times in church every week and sometimes not even see each other and talk to each other at all. But as i said, this is part of life and it is unavoidable. No friends last, neither friends nor foe is eternal. If we can get over it then we can truly say we have grown up.
Although this entry is very long but i still want to write about my wishes for the new year. This is only onces in a year so just read on.
1)hope that i will grow strong in my lord Jesus christ and learn His ways and wear on the invulnerable armour that God gave us.To be a strong Christian and grow favour in the lord Jesus Christ.
2)to get my studies over and done with and never see another book or anything about education again.
3)to train up my body and get more tanned also to build up my stamina for longer badminton exchange.
4)to have lots of money so that i can buy any thing i want.
5)to find better friends that is less selfish and care more about others.
6)also that our g12 can grow larger.