Sunday, April 30, 2006

When i tell people i am a christian, they don't believe. "you are a christian?" "you don't look like a christian." "are you really a christian?" all this remarks is all questioning my belief. should christian have a standard look? if yes, how should i change my look?
I hate it when i have to convince people i am a christian. i read my bible, i do my devotion, i praise God for everything, i worship God and i do whatever is in the bible. so in theory, i should be in the image of God and be Godly. But no, i still lack that final image. should i wear a cross around my neck to show people i am a christian?
God tell me what i should do......



Saturday, April 29, 2006

today in school from 10 am. training badminton and it was super tiring. train to 2+ and did some admin work for inter-house badminton. all the games will be on wednesday and it means no more badminton training. anyway, went sembawang shopping centre with jiahao and zhixiang to restring our racquets. It cost $17. found out that my racquet have a lot of scratches on it. was very shock. just one day and my racquet is so badly injured. so sad. just realised that i spend alot for my badminton interest this year. $130 for my racquet, $40 for my badminton shoe, $28 for the jersey, $36 for 2 restring, $10 for 3 grips, $30 for new shoe bag and a total of $274. also there is some hidden cost for badminton such as court booking and all. it should come to a $300 plus cost which is like so much and all of it is my own money. If i save up on all this, man i will b rich. now just hope all this pay off.
next week will be a short week and will all the tournaments, it will mean no school at all. monday holiday, tuesday thursday tournament, friday election preparation and only go for lesson on wednesday.



Thursday, April 27, 2006

busy busy busy. busy with school work. busy with life. busy with badminton. hoping very much for a long break. hoping for june holiday to come soon. hoping to go into 2nd round for badminton. hoping to score in the upcoming tests.
planning for this year's primary school outing, no idea where to go and what to do. why is our class having so many problems???



Sunday, April 23, 2006

this whole week so very busy. busy with school, busy with life and busy with God. so many things and i just can't help but to be sick. So, i am very sick for this whole weekend. This week have to go gt jersey for badminton team and not that fauzy can't do it, but is just that maybe jia hao and i can do better. two are always better than one. 3 is even better than 2. so, on friday, zhuwen, jiahao and i went down to queensway to scout for nice jersey. we come upon this nice white coloured jersey and it wat yonex. Thank god and even the uncle, he gave us a 30% discount off its usual $29.90 price. he didn't want to give that much actually but since he say it, he have to give us. So it come down to $20 each for the 12 pieces. Then we sent it for printing just a few shops beside. we decided to get gold color wordings just like the tennis team on the back of the jersey and our name on the sleeve of the jersey just like the hockey team. So it is just what the school wants. Just like other teams. So many years of badminton and so many jerseys(actually just a couple only) this is the first time i got a personalise jersey with my name on it. In fact i think this in the only time and in history that we have our name on the jersey. no other school's badminton team have their players' name on it. Even better, gold wordings. can't wait till next wednesday to see the jerseys. anyway, i am very sick now and next week got so many test and trainning. maybe i should get an mc....



Sunday, April 16, 2006

Have anyone ever ask you where is A or where is B? Are you ever sick of answering this kind of question? Everyone just assume that you will know where everyone is. I hate people asking me where is who and who. How should I know where everyone is? Why should i keep track of everyone? Don't they have a mind of their own? they are free to go anywhere they want. I am not a control freak that say where one can or cannot go. If you like, you can do whatever you want and if you want you can tell me. But i never force anyone to report to me what they have done in the week. So how should i know where everyone is or where they go? I also hate people asking me why is so and so not doing this and so and so not doing that. They can do what they deem fit as long as they don't get me involve.
In any case, I don't care where anyone is and i don't wish to know where they are. So please don't ever come and ask me where someone is. I would either give you a NO or share abit of my attitude with you. Why can't you do something more constructive then to go around asking where people are? Go study or just stay and chat. As if you will die without that person. If you really have nothing better to do and you must find your lover, just call him/her. Like that person have no handphone like that. stupid people doing stupid things isn't it?



Saturday, April 08, 2006

today jiahao and i went to bras basah to get our racquet. Actually we went there on thursday to take a look at the racquets there. I intended to get a Wilson racquet as my Kason racquet is old and have a few dents. But at there, i saw a few nice racquet and i really wanted them all. But too bad i don't have the money to get all of them. The guy there introduced us a few racquets and we were like listening to him talk and we are like idiots who know nothing about racquet. Then he show us this racquet that was like so cool. It is totally flexible and design is nice. The guy also say it is suitable for doubles player. The only thing is that it cost $170+ and it is like super expensive. Jiahao wanted a mp99 but was talk into liking this racquet that is alike the one i fancy. Then after a talk and thinking, we went there again today and we bought this two racquets, ABS power 1200 Ti for me and ABS 1000 for him. same same but only with different color. Then, after a talk with the uncle, we got it at $130 but could get cheaper if the uncle that we saw on wednesday came. This is by far the most expensive racquet i got in my life. Hope it will be the best racquet i got.



Sunday, April 02, 2006

for those who is against tv, lets have a good talk. Today and friday, pastor mention about this "someone" who is so against watching TV. If TV is such a sin, i would be the first to have sin against God. TV is no wrong and we just misunderstood the message. I love tv and it doesn't hinder me from God. It is even a tool to magnify god in some ways. TV and internet, which is more wrong? Which could control you more?