Wednesday, October 18, 2006

So many exams going on and I am not doing my best. I think I will flunk most of my papers. I will be going into Army soon. Choon poh here I come. I will be joining you soon. I have a very good feeling I am going to fail again but I still have this last hope in God. I have prepared so many things that I am going to do. Like getting a tattoo and another piercing.

I am never an optimistic person and I am now to the rock bottom of my life. Super depression mood sets in and best of all I can't find anyone to share my feelings. If any one should feel depress it should only be me. Well no one is as emotional as I am. Or else I will not be extremsad till this day. It just forms two simple english word. Extreme and Sad. If it is still not clear, it means extremely sad.

Just feel like drinking and smoking and rot my life away. There is almost nothing more I can do but to count down to my death. Someone please just record my name in the book of death and let me die now.