Saturday, January 20, 2007

This week has not been well for me. A lot of homework is waiting for me yet I have not even start on any. I don't think I can finish any today. I never know studying is so stress. I don't know if JC is the right way for me. Should I give up?

My timetable starts at 8 everyday and my earliest lesson ended is 430. What a day. I can spend 12 hours in school everyday. No time for food, just rushing all my assignments. Doing my homework for submission. Study, study and still studying. The days never seem so long. What makes it worse is that the tutors keep on pressing in that we are doing our As this year and when will all the test be.

I don't know how long more can I keep it going. I don't know how much strength I got left. I can't manage all this by myself. The stress is getting over me. I wonder who else can share my problems. I should seek advice from my friends who went through this phase and survive through it. I feel very depress but I still got to keep a smiley face before everyone. Keep everything going and not let my problems get into any other.

It is only the second week that I attended lessons and I felt that it has been months. I have quite a number of friends in school who does different combinations but I don't think they are as stressed up as me. I wonder if I have picked the correct combination or have I pick the correct institution.

What I need now is my friends asking me out on Saturdays and Sundays for a drink or two and we can have some cosy chat together. Just about 4 person at some nice comfortable cafe. With a cup of mocha and some sides.