Friday, March 16, 2007

It is going to be a long post again. Going to sum up the week. Although it is not the end of the week but it is almost. Don't want to find myself struggling to recall everything on Sunday.

Today, went to play Badminton in the morning with JK. Never expect him to ask me out to play. But its alright with me as long as some one ask me out to play. Then I went home to bath and get change for school. In school, receive an sms from Luke asking me out for dinner. It surprise me that he will ask me out. Never expected it.

Continued with my studies and it was again a fruitful day. But I am way lagging behind. But I am aiming for A levels and not this block test. Want to apologise to yong jie that I can't accompany you to MDIS today. But at least you got Luke to go with you.

In the service today, pastor preach on new friendship. It really spoke to me. What kind of friendship we should have. True friendship should encompass 3 aspect. Genuine love, common vision and interest and taking risk. I guess I do have friends who inherited this 3 aspect. But they are friends of the past. Now I just hope I can find new friends that does have all this in them. Maybe there is one or two waiting for me to discover. But this is one of the future.

Over the week, thank God for answering my prayers. For better friendship. Had a small sms conversation with menghui and he actually chat with me what he is going through now. Never expect that he would share with me. But I am glad he did. At least now I know what he is going through. But I want to apologise for today. I totally forgot that I promise a supper with you. I only remember when I went up the bus and it is too late already. It is rare that we have this opportunity. In the morning God whispered to me that I will be having supper. But again I ignore Him. Really sorry my friend. I will make it up to you in any way possible. Just feel free to call or message me.

This week has been a busy week for me. Going to ACS on Monday and Tuesday for Badminton, wasted the whole two days. Went to school on the next two days and study. But was at a very slow rate. Today, well, just as you would already know. Didn't have the time to really enjoy myself or with my friends. I really hope to spent one day to fellowship with Luke. Miss him very much.

Luke, I will be praying for you that you will be my next G12 leader. I really hope that the door will be open for you. I have confidence in you that you will do well. I respect you and believe in your talent. Don't let me down. All the best in your FYP. Will also be praying for you on that. Next time you can pray for my A levels.

Menghui my friend, I will also be praying for you. You are never forgotten in my prayers. Hope our friendship will grow even stronger. I also hope that I can spend one day fellow-shipping with you too. I am sure that you will get into a ministry that you desire.

In school today, I discovered something amazing. Apparently I know quite a lot of people in school. Where ever I walk to, I will see a familiar face. Even to the toilet, I will find someone I know. Be it J1, J2, teachers, cleaners and even the security guards. I thought I was a nobody in school but in fact it is not. I even know friends from the science stream which most art stream students will have no contact with. I don't know if it is a good thing to know so many people. I will accept everyone but I will chose my friends.

I used to hate school a lot and don't get me wrong. I still hate the school but I have a sense of connection with the people in it. The students and some teachers who are so understanding.