Sunday, July 29, 2007

My stress level is starting to rise. Looking at the calender and find myself short of time to study. What is my status? Messed up.

About 2 weeks from now I will be having my prelims. But how about my revision going? Having really started I would say. Busy with all the assignments and stuff that I haven even started studying. And the stress of all this is building up. Really need to set aside more time to study and stay away from all distractions. I need to book all the consultation time with all my tutors and hope that it doesn't clash with anything.

There is also so many things to attend to. G12 on Wednesdays, HOF on Fridays, Saturday and Sundays as well is packed with events. I am still pending on whether to go for the Gymnastic performance next Friday at CJC. I don't know whether I should go for all this. But I also don't want to miss out on the opportunity to meet up with my old friends. I really miss all my friends that I have not contacted for a while.

I really need to settle down and start flipping through my ten year series. Asking myself if I know everything in and out. I am not aiming for something unattainable but something I desire. I don't want to disappoint anyone who have had high hope in me. I need to do well and there is no option for failure.

What I really need is God to be with me all the way and His blessings upon me. I also need my friends who will support me all the way and give me a call once in a while to chat or to ask me out. I don't mind a simple meal or even a drink. Had both of that with my best friend the other night and enjoyed it, although it was tiring. Also maybe some love here and there will also help a lot. Once in a while maybe some sports to relieve the stress.

Proverbs 3:5-6 Trust in the Lord with all your heart, And lean not on your own understanding; In all your ways acknowledge Him, And he shall direct your paths.