Saturday, July 07, 2007

The countdown to prelim and A levels have started. Everything is on its way and the motion of mugging has officially started.

The final lap is on its way and I feel so under-prepared. I have so much not yet revised and so many concepts unclear of. I guess I will be in school mugging every evening and plan out a schedule that I must strictly enforce upon myself. I want to get the results I desire. Don't want to get a result that will get me nowhere. I guess Yishun will be my second home from now, since I will be spending most of my time that.

This brings me to the issue of renting a room. Haven got the time to search for one. Been too busy to think about that. I guess mainly is because I don't have the time to make the call. I really need to get a room there because it will save me a lot of time on travelling. I can use the extra time on more studying.

No doubt I am very stressed now, but I will try not to let this feeling get into my way. I will be putting aside a lot of commitments that is not necessary. Spend more time on studying and doing well for exams. There is really not much time left and I don't want to fail myself or anyone that ever had hope on me. In any case, this is the last 100 metre of the run. It is what that counts. So I am no going to dwell on the past results anymore. Putting my 110% into my studies.

Nonetheless I still hope that my true friends will stick with me. Call me out for a meal once in a while, or maybe just a chat. I would need some time off studies once in a while too. I don't want to get too stressed up or get into depression in this period of time. I prefer small groups and close company for starters and my close friends would know how many is in my preferred group. But not too many of such events, I still need time to study as well.

Pray for me my friends. And to my special friends who may or may not be reading this, I would like to tell you I miss you a lot. Lets go out for a meal someday when you are free.

People in my mind now: Ms Lai, Dianto, Choon poh, Yew on, Yun xiang, Wei hao, Benny, Wei ann, Shi Shi, Elton, Eugene, Sharon, Meng hui, Jennifer, Luke.