The merriam-webster define calling as a strong inner impulse toward a particular course of action especially when accompanied by conviction of divine influence. it is a biblical term that simply explain the calling of us into any decision. Be it into relation or to ministry.
This issue is very complicated. There is no one definition that can really explain or describe calling. For every individual, the response is different. It can come in a dream, in a conversation or even a sign. It varies but the truth will confirm its reality. But some might mistake some other thing for a calling especially when our emotions are involve.
Many a times we as human is very persistent in our desire. We will get what we want. Even I myself am not exclusive. I do want what I desire. Some might call it stubborn or character or even a strong will. In fact, I am proud of it. Not in an arrogance sense but it helps me to work towards my goals in life. We will do anything in our ability to get what we want, even if we need to use extreme methods to get them. But the important thing here is whether our calling is divinely intervened. Whether we have a higher order behind our desire. We get carried away when we want something. When you are in love, you see beyond all obstacles. Not matter what other people say, you are determined to get what you want. Even to the extreme that you block any negative comment God has for you. Then in this case, it is not a calling but a desire.
How can we affirm that our desire is accompanied by a divine being you might ask. It is actually very difficult to tell. If we have a calling, we will surely have the desire. But the problem is that we can not fathom the plans of God. It will only reveal itself when the time comes. My only solution is to pray. To pray always and let God lead and not the reverse. Seek advise from those you are close with and not those who would only lick your boots.
Sometimes it might not be something we truly desire, but treat it as a stepping stone for another avenue. God use us in many ways and in order to ascertain our faith we must pass the trials God have for us. It means to go through any challenges God have in our life. Be it in serving others in mundane chores or the lowly things others might not do.
You might say that you don't have the calling, but actually is that you do not wish to take up what you do not want. The calling is there but you are not in favour of it. Turning away will means detrimental consequences that you might regret in the future. There is only one chance and if you reject now, you can't turn back and say you changed your mind.
The calling is a privilege. No one is born with the blissing of all the calling of the world. We each have our own calling and we must work towards it in our own abilities. Like the gift of divine vocal must be accompanied by constant practices.
Right now, I want to pray for all who have a calling waiting to be materialize. Friends and stranger who are reading this post, please let me know who you are by tagging so I can pray specific for you. Or you can leave a personal message through email or msn so that I can let you in on all I know of this relationship I have with God. I welcome friends from other Churches to message to have a good time of fellowship.
zihao blogged at 9/22/2007 11:09:00 AM
Tuesday, September 18, 2007
分享的喜乐是加倍的喜乐，分担的痛苦是一半的痛苦
zihao blogged at 9/18/2007 10:13:00 PM
Sunday, September 16, 2007
Blogging is not as free as it was. Spies are every where especially when they are IT savvy. There is no such thing as freedom of speech anymore or should I say controlled freedom it is.
Had a nice break this Saturday and Sunday. Although I should be studying real hard but I don't have the strength to continue. So I had to take this opportunity to relax and rejuvenate myself. Spent the two days with some of my best friends and doing something I like. Food and more food it is for us. Good food, good friends and good place. What a nice combination to relax.
It may not be some fanciful place but when friends are around, everything will seem so much better. It has really recharged me and I am ready for another dash forward. Time is short and I really got to make plans. Decisions and more decisions for me to make. Not forgetting all the sacrifices I have to make.
It has been long since I enjoyed myself that much. I truly appreciate all of this. Next weekend will be another fun and fruitful day. Great food and great place waiting for us.
Kings and Queens coming. I guess I will only participate if it is solo and if there is price reward. Not being materialistic but I just hope to reward myself once in a while to cheer myself up amidst all this exam stress and depression.
zihao blogged at 9/16/2007 09:14:00 PM
Monday, September 10, 2007
zihao blogged at 9/10/2007 11:23:00 PM
zihao blogged at 9/10/2007 11:16:00 PM
Sunday, September 09, 2007
Want to start off by asking a question.
There are so many meters in this world. Pedometer, Ammeter, voltmeter and even stopwatch, seismometer and anemometer. How accurate are all these instruments? Who is the one to set what is accurate? I have the same question for our spiritual living. How can we measure our spiritual status? How accurate is it?
Not sure if it is God's will, but I am anticipating changes. Recently, Youth hope have been appearing in my life again. I am exposed to so much of them that sometimes I feel the urge to go for their service and being a part of them. No doubt that God is working in the youth there. I am enticed by how their youth group works. I feel so excited for them just knowing that they can come together as a school to go everything. Be in studies, fellowship or even attending church.
I can really sense a revival coming close for them. It is such a good idea to outreach as a school. It really works and the bonds between everyone of them can really be very close. Considering that you see your cell group members almost everyday, how can the bonds not be forged. I believe that they are like brothers and sisters to each other. It is really amazing and made me feel so eager to want to be part of their movement.
For me, I think I will just pray about it. Let God decide what is my next step. I do not want to suggest anything or to make any decisions. I am afraid my judgement will be wrong. But I will take to some friends from both church to see what do they think my next move should be.
Anyway, it is mid September. About one more month to the As. Going to work doubly hard for it. I will strive hard for my grades. Going to have a lot of planning to make sure I get what I want. I don't want to let all these go down the drain.
Putting aside things that is getting into my way. Almost forgot, I have decided to get a 3 star certificate for kayaking. Going to save up from now on to make my dream come true. But I will still get my Badminton coaching license. So many wants but so little time.
zihao blogged at 9/09/2007 10:44:00 PM
Thursday, September 06, 2007
zihao blogged at 9/06/2007 08:51:00 PM
Today is the forth day I went back to school. Wasn't very productive although I did manage to get some things done.
Everything was going very slow but time is going the other way round. I can't help but to feel vex about it. I am so under-performed. I really need the boost to kick things off. I really have no time left anymore to procrastinate. I still have a dream to materialise.
Everything is not going right for me now. Be it in studies, friendship or even spiritual status. I am caught in between everything. Just today I find myself stoning at my seat for hours only getting my chinese essay done. I don't know what else I can do. I really hope to give up everything so I can rest at home doing nothing.
I don't think I can control myself anymore. I want to apologise first before anything happens. I don't wish to hold back my temper anymore. From now on, whoever pissed me off I will not hold back. My attitude will also surface for those who yearn to get a share of it. No point wasting my energy to pacify everyone.
Friends, lets go out for a meal more often. I need you to help me relax. Chinatown, Redhill, Tanjong pagar or better still at Tiong bahru. There are good food waiting for us. I don't know how long more can I take all these pressure. My body is slowly giving up on me. I need exercise too.
