Sunday, December 23, 2007

Feeling very sad at the moment.

Tomorrow is 24 December. Christmas eve to the many. I can't join my friends in the celebrations because I got to work. I really want to spent the Christmas with many of my friends but I don't think I am able to do it. I really want to ask my friends out late night but I think that many of them are unable to do so. It is also not convenient for them to come over here to spent the Christmas night with me.

How I wish I have a girlfriend at this moment. Then I can at least have someone to spend the night with. But too bad I don't have any girlfriend. So it will just be a lonely Christmas for me. The two person I wish to spend the day with is both staying very far from me. Although one of them stay at the west, I don't think he is willing to come down and spend the day with me. I guess this special friend of my will surely have plans of his own and I do not want to disturb.

My special friend, I wonder if you are reading this but today's message have really spoke to me that I need to reconcile my friendship with you. The good old days which was so sweet has lost it's taste and I need to find the special sugar which can bring back the long lost goodness.

Soon it will be the end of the year and I really want to be with my friends. It has really been a long time since we went out together. Maybe we have all grown up and we have our own group of friends, but I am sure there is still a little of me in your mind. I don't know if you are willing but I will always avail myself.

I think I am getting too emo already. But I still miss the Christmas. I didn't thought that I will get so affected by it. If you are someone I miss, please ask me out?