Thursday, December 25, 2008
This is a stupid Christmas for me. Nothing much going on and no celebrations at all. I don't know what is happening but it seems a little screwed up. I really need a break off everything. I don't know what is going on. I just need to be with someone whom I am missing very much now. But don't ask me who, I also have no answer.
I went out today with yong jie to Jurong point and we had fish and co. After that we went for a movie. We had nothing in mind so we watched Yes man. It was no a bad movie. There is some meaningful things in the movie which I find is very logical. I want to download the movie and get the exact verse from the movie itself. That is the only thing I did for this Christmas. Most probably the only thing that is going on.
Tomorrow I am going to Bedok reservoir for some live run thing by the army. I am chosen to go for the dragon boat event. Not that I don't like, but it is the fact that I have no idea how to do it. Some more it is at the early morning at a far away place.After that, I am booking in to tekong with my recruits to survive another week.
Everything has been quite screwed up recently. I don't know what is going on but everything seems to be quite messed up. I am on COS duty on the last day of the year. Plus I have hand grenade throw on the third day of Chinese new year where I am the DS. It is also difficult for me to take leave on the few days that I want. But I will really fight for it.
I think I really need to MIA for a while so that I can sort out everything and make every thing right. I think it is high time I do something to change things. I am not going to just sit there and wait for things to happen. So people my age already have a stable career and some already talking about marriage. I think I am a little random now but hack. Who cares anyway.
zihao blogged at 12/25/2008 09:27:00 PM
Wednesday, December 17, 2008
Why am I here? Basically I took a 1.5 days leave yesterday. I took it just to clear my leave. Actually I wanted to take till Friday then I can go for 1 camp. But too bad Friday morning there is something on. Actually we can't take leave. Reason? The recruits are having their weapon presentation. Their first time holding a rifle and maybe even seeing one. I regret taking the leave but since I already applied for it, no choice I guess. This maybe the last time I take any leave for this year. There are too many events planned out and we can't take any leave. Meaning I will have very little time outside.This time round the programme is screwed up. Most of the weekends are training dates. Even on Christmas eve and the day after Christmas. I am even planning to stay in-camp and not take any leave or off for this 3 months. Every other day there is a key event going on. Plus their fieldcamp is coming up real soon and there is not much time for any other things. So everyone out there, I will MIA for quite some time.For those who miss me or if there is any, feel free to sms me. If you wish to help me in anyway, sent me some movie that is in ISO format. So I can put in my psp to watch in tekong. Also make sure it is small so I can put a few more inside.I really wish I can be out there doing all the fun things and relaxing myself during this festive season. I guess this will be the most unhappy Christmas and New year for me.
zihao blogged at 12/17/2008 10:05:00 PM
Wednesday, December 10, 2008
This Christmas my plan is... no plan.Well, before Christmas I will be stuck in Tekong. If you count 3 weeks from now which will be the confinement week, that is when Christmas will come. Meaning? No presents, no gifts and maybe no me. I don't know if I will even be free that Christmas. Why? The next day will be change of command(COC). BMTC school 1 will change its CO, so there will be a parade and when there is parade, there is rehearsals.New year, I don't even know will I be out. So I guess I won't have any plans too. COC is on 30 December. So I have no idea at all. It is really one busy month where I have no idea what is going on. Brandon my friend, if can i will try to make time for your birthday. By the way, it is on 30 December also right?It is going to be a sad month. With the little time I have, I don't even know when I will be free and what I can do. What I have planned for is to spend my leave doing camps. If not, I don't know where else I can use my leave.Friends, where are you when I need you??
zihao blogged at 12/10/2008 12:01:00 PM
Monday, December 08, 2008
Before I start, I want to say Tekong is not as fun as everyone thinks. Being a 3 strip there is not as relax as everyone thinks. It is a lot of boring work plus stay in. Who in the right mind would want to be there so much?Next week a new group of recruits is going to come in. For me, I will be staying in with them. Boring? Definitely. How I wish there could be a change, that I am in other units like Guards. I think the next time I come out is around Christmas. No time to shop for gifts and no time for outing with friends. I also have no time to go for camps even though I really want to go for them. To be around campfire or even in the kayak playing. Brandon is going overseas again. How I wish I can go overseas also. Time to play for my 4.5 days leave which I don't know when I can start using. Enjoy your trip there my friend. It is really cool to be able to go overseas in such short frequency. Also, happy birthday to Yisin in advance. 16 December is your birthday but I am not sure if I will be able to come out. So an early wishing for you. Hope you enjoy yourself too.
School is starting again soon and I really want to go for a camp. Really hope I can go for one. I miss doing camp and veing in camp.
zihao blogged at 12/08/2008 03:18:00 PM
