Sunday, August 14, 2005

interupt my tribute.lets talk about friends again.well today in church i discovered a strange phenomenon.who is our best friend?is it god or is it mere human.i found out that we can live without friends but we can't live without god.to me god is my faith,not like an idol to worship.so don't think i am promoting god.in another words,we can't live without faith.we don't need a friend to live.many people do not have any close friends but are still living their life as normal.some even lead a better life than those that have alot of friends.why is it so?it is simply because they do not have to divert their focus on so many things.they simply concentrate on one thing.many a time we are confuse on which to chose.friends or academic?to study or to go out with your friends.you will surely have to give up one.if you spent too much time with your friends,you will have less time with your family as well.but if you go straight home to study,you will also have the time to interact with your family member as well.even if we want to go out with out friends,we need to have the m factor.i don't like to go out with friends who got the money to pay one but always wanting others to pay.no offence to my friends from church.i don't mind paying for you all cause i think next time you all will have the chance to pay the bill one. anyway,2day i feel that i have alot of time to spent because i went home first.feel like going home,never went home early for many weeks liao.also feel that something is missing when we all went out the previous weeks.now,i want to spent more time with my studies as my promo is round the corner.think i have changed alot since last time.last time i don't value friends at all but now i like always want to go out with my friends.nowadays have no time for my secondary friends because always is in school till very late.sometimes just hope that i can just quit studying.now i just want to study and get my relationship with god right.the rest i can't be bothered. there is no eternal friends or foe,so why should we dwell on something that have is ever changing?we should just let them be and continue with life.