Sunday, September 04, 2005

holiday starts liao.don't really have the holiday really.have to go back to school on tuesday, wednesday, thursday and saturday.than got alot of work to do and have to study for exam that is to come.so have to plan my time well.study and to play at the same time.after this week don't really have the time liao.need to be more determind at this because i don't want to fail and retain.if i do i would go to poly instead. also must study for my a math, i only like did very few chapter only.too slow liao must study faster or else can't finish in time.got to make full use of this week and study and prepare myself for the exam to come.so got to state everything out first or else i won't keep my promise one. all this goes inside my little notebook. also got to play at the same time because after this week will not have anytime left to play.got to find cheap and enjoyable fun cause now i am like broke.tomorrow maybe if can will go out but don't know who free lei? everyone have school. shouldn't choose jc in the first place.now is like being isolated by everyone.whenever i am free, they are not and when i am busy they are free.what a stupid life.exam exam test and test.this is like nearing o level like that.why is life never what we wanted? now when i examine myself, i am beginning to feel that i am back to the way i was.the hack care kid who don't bother about anyone and knows no rule.that is the me that i want to leave behind me.isit because of all the studies? have not been studying for don't know how many years liao.now have to put every thing aside and starts studying.putting all my trust in god and listen to him. many a times been told to not join the rest and i always found that it benefit me in one way or another.so now i am more sensitive to the holy spirit.not to do things just because my friends are doing it.people, next week want to study or play please call me let me know. if can i will join you all.lets see if i can make this week well spend or will it be another boring holiday...