Wednesday, June 28, 2006

The feeling now is like rotting at home doing nothing. feel like going school and do some work but too tired to move and travel. can't do much since school has started and everyone is preparing or even in the mist of exams. rest to much and i can't even start on my work at home. so many things not done and so little time. I am like stuck here while time is still moving and i don't know what to do.
want to get into a recreational activity to spend my free time, or if i have any for that matters. My father asked me a question yesterday and it kept me thinking. He asked if i am interested in music. well firstly i am tone deaf and so i am left with instrument and i can play none. if i waqnt to learn, it means i have to spend money. Might as well use the money to eat. Anyway, music is not something i fancy, i am not too much of a art person. maybe i will go learn guitar during december if i have the time. But now is still badminton for me till i can't play anymore. with all the physical injuries i suffer i might end up destroyed by badminton. But it isn't that bad if you think about it. It means i will not be in PES A or B certainly and with a serious back injury, i can have a relaxing NS life. But to tell people you are a sportsman and is unfit, thats weird.
Anyway, hope next monday can come soon. Never expect myself to want to return to school. have alot of things i want to do. In the mean time, finding ways to comfort myself.