Saturday, July 15, 2006

If I have a second chance, I would not want to study in JC. It is so stressful and not free time at all. Much of the time is spend in school and even so during days of tests and exams. I can also have some real holidays instead of spending most of my holiday back in school. I can also style my hair and even dye color on it. Maybe even have a chance to learn to better dress up myself .
If I have a second chance, I might not be in Evangel Family Church. I might be in another church where most of my friends are in the same school and can better share my problems. But no matter what, I will still choose to be a Christian. In YJC, there is some friends of a local church and I really hope that I can be in their church. The youth there seems vibrant and very closely bonded.
If I have a second chance, I might not do many things that I have done. Things like piercing my ear and buying things that I do not need. I would also have saved up more money and be able to feel better. I would also not say things I have said that might have hurt anyone or give a bad impression of me or anyone or anything around me.
If I have a second chance, I would have better choose my friends. Some friends I wish I never know who have been such bad influence and have nothing constructive to say or do. Those who have betrayed my trust and made use of me. Those that repay kindness with evil. Even those that made promises but fails to keep. But I would want to better my friendship with those who we are just acquaintance and can be better as friends. Those that was my primary school whom I have little contact with.
If I have a second chance, I might want to choose who are my parents. Not saying my current parents are not good but if I am born in a Christian family and in a super rich family and I can have a brother who enjoys the hobbies I like isn't it better.
In life we all hope for many more chances when we did something wrong or even when things go a different way from what we want. But how many of this 'second chance' do we have? How I wish I have the power to turn back time. To solve many miseries in life and to mend back many broken friendships. I wish I wish how i wish....