Saturday, January 27, 2007

I do not know how to start this entry but to shout I AM STRESS OUT!!!!

Assignments are coming like there is no tomorrow. I don't even have a single day without homework to do. But I am too lazy to start on any of them. I really hope that all the teachers could give me more grace time so that I can slowly finish off my work. Or I will forever owe them work.

Yesterday was a very packed day. Lessons that is at least 1.5 hours. With economics to start off and end with a 2 hour GP. I am totally exhausted. Then it was Badminton training. I have to help out in coaching the J1s. Why can't there be more experience player so we can train up on those advance things. Instead of doing the basics and explaining why they must do this and that.

After that, had to rush down to church as I was already late. This is the third time since school reopened that I have to take a cab down to church. I was already so broke after paying so much for notes and those whatnot that we have to pay for. Now I still have to pay for the cabfare that is burning into my pocket. The only time to rest in the cab was taken up in directing the cab driver.

I am so stress up with A levels on its way. Every day ends at 4.30 or 5pm. I still got CG to attend on wednesday and youth service on friday. I will end up reaching home at 11pm on wednesdays. Alternate sundays I still need to go to church early in the morning for duty. I really hope that I can take a break, step down from ministry and rest well. Not needing to go church and being a good testimony.

So looking forward to someone to talk to. A friend that is willing to be a listening ear. Benny ask me out to watch Singapore VS Malaysia today, but I am not in the mood. Sorry. Benny is one good friend you can have. I will make it up to you soon. Am I yearning for a friend or a partner?

Life is like a passage, too bad it is a one way trip. Good thing that there is no need to return.