Tuesday, March 20, 2007

This week is my week of block test. But I do not have the mood to study for it. I did do my share of revision but just nothing goes in. Not just me but I guess the whole lot of my friends are not really studying much for it. It is just not the right timing for test I guess.

Not just busy with test but church. Helping out in the drama this coming 30th. The detail, I guess it is a secret, so I won't say much. It is just taking up all the extra time I have. No time for outing, no time for slacking. Most of all, no time for sleep. All this going around cost me quite a bit. Buying things and eating food.

Amidst my hectic schedule, I am glad that I have some caring friends with me. My old friends are back! Time for all the fun to return. Starting this weekend. Going out to makan, then movie, then pool. I will try to make it as far as possible. Not going to let any other thing come in between this date. It is not like everyday that we can meet and just go out anytime we like.

This topic for paper 2 is just so good that I can't forget. It is about internal dialogue. We feel depress and all because in our subconscious mind, we are telling ourselves what we should be feeling. It is the key that make or break us. When I get back my paper, I will try and find time to type it into an entry.

Just can't wait for Thursday to end and to mark the end of block test. Also can't wait for the weekend then I can meet up with my friends and gather together to chat about our life journey. I also need the break to recharge myself. Need that encouragement. Guess this are the friends that really know me and I can really be myself with them.

It is the distance that draws friends nearer. The test of true friendship is when two are far apart. You will know that one is your true friend when you are far away and needing someone, a call or sms from that someone will cheer you up no matter what problem you are facing. This is what I wrote for me Chinese essay. But no time to evaluate. So I will use this chance to bring out my point. The topic is 'distance is beautiful'. Do you find yourself calling the same person every time you needed someone to chat? Do you find yourself always asking the same person out every time? Is this person that you really desire? Or is it just out of convenience?

For guys, they always say that you will find real friends in the army. Although I have not been through it, but I guess it is really true. You will have to be that very close to all the guys that is sleeping beside you almost everyday. Tolerating their every habit and behaviour. Taking their hearts out under the stars. But I think the real reward of friendship is when you come out during the weekends and having someone coming to you telling you that he/she miss you a lot. That will be the real friendship anyone can look for.

A friend who offer a helping hand in times of need is far more satisfying than friends who can only go out with you to merry.