Friday, June 15, 2007

Didn't update for the past few days. Not really in the mood to do so. Did quite a lot of things but there is still a lot I want to do. Time is moving on and it is not waiting for anyone. Things happened and became part of history which we can learn from but can't change.

For this week, went to school every day for some studying. But I think it is not enough. I still got tons of revision yet to be completed and not to mention the holiday homework which I have cast aside.

Term 3 block test is 1 week away and I am so under prepared. I don't think I am going to make it but I will still try my best. Revise as much as possible and leave the rest to divine miracle.

Spend quite a lot during this holiday on food. Which was very satisfying. Food is the only thing that can cheer me up. But I have been slacking in my routine workout. Need to train up myself since I am not playing badminton anymore. So I guess I am going for a kayaking trip tomorrow if I can get enough people to go that is. I need my tanning real soon. But the problem now is the money.

I should be studying now but just can't gather the energy for it. I want to sleep so bad that I am still on my bed and not getting down. I am already behind schedule now but I guess I need this small break. Maybe continue studying tonight. Stress level is building up so quick that I am not doing anything to it.

Problems that are affecting me seems to find its own solution. Everyone have moved on and I guess I should. No point dwelling into things that well divert my attention. I need to stay focus and healthy to be able to meet with this challenge. Days will be very long after this June. Everyday will most likely end at 6pm and the same routine goes on like forever. The worse is that I don't think there is sufficient breaks.

I really need to find a rental room in the north soon. This will really help a lot in this last 200 metre of the marathon. I really hope to get it cheap and near school so I can sleep a little longer. Best is that I can use Internet. Friends are the crucial element in it. Cutting down on unwanted activities and focusing on the goal. Setting some goals and aims and most importantly a schedule.

Want to do so many things but so little time. Who can help me achieve all this?

命里有时终须有，命里无时莫强求

emo-meter: 140/100