Thursday, November 08, 2007

It is down to the last 3 paper of A levels for me. It is a real taxing time for me because all my papers are back-to-back, one day after another. I wonder what will happen after that?

It is so much easier to study for the first few papers. Just this two days, my attention spend on studying is only 4 hours yesterday and 3 hours today. I can seem to continue after that. Nothing is entering my mind no matter how hard I've tried. I fear that I can only study for 2 hours tomorrow. If this is the case, I am sure to flunk the rest of the papers. I need to do at least 6 hours of solid studying tomorrow. So I guess I will be at my isolation corner of the library tomorrow.

I am not going to think too much about the results. If I am to fail, no matter what I do now will still have no effect on it. Anyway, whats done is done. Unless the plane sending the papers exploded in the sky while sending the papers to cambridge for marking. But if that is the case, I will have to do all the papers again. What a dilemma. I don't want to be like a certain JC where the students will have to do there promotional exam after Christmas. Whatever result I get I will accept. At most I will do my private As will in the Army.

Today is Deepavali, festival of light. A public holiday where a whole flock of A level students will be out there finding a place to do their final revision. School closed, library closed, nowhere to go. That is not my point here. What I am trying to say is the festival of light. The Indians are celebrating this joyious occasion. Do you get the irony? I was thinking of this the past few days. No I am not racist. At least not as much as a friend of mine by the name of Meng hui.

Anyway, need to get back to some academic related work already. Ciao