Thursday, December 15, 2005

well, the holiday is coming to an end. So many things happened in this year. Be it good or bad, happy or sad, i enjoyed every part of it. Many of my prayer this year was answered and i really want to thank God for it. I have changed alot since last year and i am glad i did for some of the changes. Now i really get to know who i really is an going to be. My life is full of aims and goals and mission. Some sticky problems also came up and i learned alot from all this and thanks to my friend who helped me in some if not all of this situation and if you have been reading my post, you might have guessed it right. If you don't know can come ask me. I really can't forget about this year 2005 and i don't want to let go of it. The older we grow, we will lose the child in us and we will not be what we used to be. With this opportunity, i want to give thanks to my friend and most importantly my God because we must always give thanks before everything. I got this cool friend that went through quite a few trials with me. When we first know each other, we are very close and if you see him, most probably you will see me as well. But then, i became quite busy with alot of things and we hang out less. But people no matter what, we are always that close. I am a person that values friendship. It is not that i don't like to be linked with him but that i don't want to be known because of him. I was afraid that there might be misunderstanding between us and i prayed alot about it and did spend time to sms to chat with him. If you know me, i don't like north part of Singapore because there is no life, unlike who i am that always like to go enjoy myself. I also never like and never want to step into cck. But last week, i give my friend face and i went to yew tee to have dinner with him. This is what true friend is i suppose. someone also asked me why am i spending so much money for his christmas present compared to the rest and i was stunned at that moment and i can't answer that. God's work is ever so wonderful and puzzling. Don't be mistaken that i want him to like be so gratful. I never hope for any repayment when i do something. This is just a sharing. Just want people to know that he is never forgotten and i will always value him as that special. Don't ask me why or whatsoever. I can never answer the questions. So don't mess with my friends or you will get it from me. Just want to end off by a simple prayer. God in the highest, i want to pray that you will bless this friendship and use us.