Thursday, July 27, 2006

From tomorrow onwards I will be seeing her more often and of longer duration. This is so cool. Never have I the chance to see her for more than a split second since so long ago when we work together on a certain project. I am looking forward to that very hour of the day and that the hours will extend. Not that I like what is going on at that hour but I just hope we can have the chance to talk a lot again. Maybe that we can sit close to each other and even next to each other I hope. God, grant me this chance.

I hope I am now able to move on from this destroyed undesirable friendship. Now that I can think and see clear, it shouldn't even have started. We are forcing each other in it and truly we are not really enjoying totally from it. I am certain more than ever that I am happy with my current lifestyle, my environment and those around me. Stay mutual keeps troubles away. Back to my previous lifestyle when I can truly be comfortable and can fully protect myself from hurts.

Got my trophy for badminton inter-house today. This is the first time I go up on stage infront of so many to receive an award. The feeling is inexpressible. To excel in your own sport and to lead a big group of people to victory. I look forward to more of this opportunity. I also look forward for a badminton marathon so I can play badminton non-stop and need not bother about what is going to happen next day or whether I go the energy left.

I sort of decided my career after my NS. No matter what my A level result is going to be, I will have to serve National Service. But after that, most likely I will not continue studying or maybe I will depending on what result I am going to get. But for sure I am going to get a badminton coaching license and start my coaching career. Look forward to that day that I can start coaching and earn my living. Then I can get my own car and play my life away.