Sunday, August 06, 2006

I thought we were friends but I was wrong. I thought I knew you but I guess I am wrong. I thought we are best friends but I am just naive. I thought we can stay close forever but it is just impossible. We used to hang out well but now I just see the two you getting even better. You told me I know you more than anyone but he knows more of you than I ever will. You have never sent me a single sms but you call and sms him all the time.

If you tell me we was close then, I guess there is nothing call far. If only you could be frank with me and tell me earlier. I regret putting in so much and I regret letting you two met. But I guess what is done cannot be undone and what is broken cannot be mended. I never hope that we could reconcile and I never hope that I can forget about it. In fact I thank you for letting me know I should not have done so much when I know at the beginning I am not going to get anything back. This teaches me never to go to deep into something when it is not to last. I hope you can stay happen with what you have and what goes around, comes around. When you repay good with evil, you will reap what you sow.

I nver hope that we will be friends again and I never hope for it. I once yearn for it but I guess I know that it is impossible. I am trying to truly get over it and never let it come into me again. I am going to use this emotion to create another poem that will show how I feel and will contra to the one I once did for you.