Monday, April 23, 2007

Today I decided to take the bus home instead of the train. Although the train is much comfortable and faster, but I decided to take the bus instead. I needed to use the time to chat with God.

On the journey, I questioned God about a few matters in my life. I asked him why he has this plan for me. Why do he put me through all this. I even asked him why he does all this to me. I questioned him all my doubts and put all my worries to him. I nearly cry on the journey but I didn't. I manage to keep all my emotions in. It was a solid hour of prayer and private time with him.

I felt a sense of relieve after pouring my heart out to him. It has been long since I had a chance to really talk to anyone. Guess God is one person we can talk to and he will always be there. The last time I really chat with God was a walk I had back home from town. It is really nice. To have someone who will listen to your blabber.

This week will be a week of badminton. Tournament coming next week and we need all the time we can get to practise. This will be the last time I will be seriously training for badminton. After which, I don't know when will I have this chance. I will be busy over the weekends and even weekdays. I am seriously lacking behind in my studies and I need to catch up. I want to aim for my Bs. Got to be realistic.

Anyway, this month 2 of my important friend will be celebrating their birthday. Really hope I can celebrate with them. But I don't think my schedule permits. But I will do my best to send my wishes. Or maybe we can do a belated celebration. Makan will be on me. Don't want to mention the name in case others get jealous. But lets just mention the date, 9 and 24.