Sunday, April 08, 2007

Today's Easter Sunday sermon spoke to me. Although it is not very related to the issue of the message, but it taught me something.

Well time passes no matter what we do. Whether good or bad, we can't stop time. So we got to make do with whatever we have. Be it good time or bad time, we still have to face it. Be it stress or no stress we have to live life. Time wait for no man and no man can stop time. We just got to take things with a pinch of salt. Be prepared for the worse.

We got to look to God and not man. Man fail but God doesn't. We are limited but He is unlimited. Time will tell. It is always achieve in His timing.

My back hurt badly today. When I was at vivocity with a friend, suddenly my back ache. It was so pain that tears fall from the corner of my eyes. I think I really got to stop doing sports. But I don't think I will stop before the inter school in May. While shopping, I had this great idea. To transform my laptop to a power machine. With wireless keyboard and mouse. A wireless controller and a external screen. Maybe also an additional speaker.

Don't know why this thought of eating keep coming up in my mind. It is the stress in me that is working up. When I am too occupied, I like to seek relieve by eating. Eating helps me to stop thinking about the matters on hand. That is where most of my money end up. Don't ask me where did all the food went to. I too have no idea.

Another thing I want to address. It is quite freaky or maybe I should say it is God at work? Starting yesterday night, I hear this gentle voice telling me to wear this brown shirt I have. To wear the same color with Luke. This morning I struggle whether I should wear it or not. I don't want people to say I gay with Luke. When in church, what shock me was that Luke was really wearing this casting crown brown shirt. How accurate is this gentle voice. I should have listen to it.

One more thing. I wonder how many people in church know me. I sure do not know a lot of them. Yesterday at SCGS, many of those in the hall know my name. I confess that I don't know them at all. It is so freaky to know that there is someone who know you but you don't know them. Am I that prominent in church? I hope not. Alex Lee chat with me as if we know each other well, but I think this is the first time I talk to him?