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Lee Zi Hao
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    sentimental

    Saturday, August 18, 2007

    Was in Church yesterday night. I admit I wasn’t really listening to the preaching. But I did get the message. It was rather relevance to my current state, or should I say my life?

    Anyway, I was looking around for familiar faces. I realized that many people are not around. Those whom I have known 3 years plus are not in church anymore. It seems to be only a short period of time but things do change despite the time frame. It’s a new era where the youth dominates. But I still miss those old friends I have eons ago.

    I feel like a stranger in Church now. Not that I don’t know anyone, but I seem to know less of the Church anymore. People changed, system changed and rules changed. Things are not what it used to be. Sometimes I wonder why I am sitting there. For my spiritual food or for the attendance? Definitely not for friends. Ever since I first attended service, I have never bothered much about who is beside me, but what is in front of me.

    There are so many events for the youth but I am not sure if the youth are here for the fun or for the word. I have seen a few times that these youth behaving even worse that those unchurch. I am no saint to judge but it just feels weird to see such a scene.

    The other night, a friend asked me why am I not in a relation. I remembered another of my friend once said that I always have a lot of girls around me. I am not a Casanova, is just that my class have more girls than guys. Is just like Martin Lim, he is always seen around girls. Anyway, the point is that I am not into any relationship now. I want to focus on my studies. My aim is still my result.

    Relationships come and go. But I don’t wish for it to affect my studies. Also, I did made a pact with a close friend that I will not be in any relationship before A levels. Anyway, God has not told me to get into any yet. Furthermore, NS will chance a lot, so no point rushing through things. I want my freedom. Able to go out with anyone at any time and not constrain by one. Friendships mean more that relationship for now.

    Right now, I just yearn for a lot of resting. I want my friends to be around me. I want to have simple fun. I want to have a good chat with you. I want to eat good food. I want to get tanned. I want to buy a new bag. I want to buy a bike.


    zihao blogged at 8/18/2007 10:52:00 AM


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