Tuesday, August 15, 2006

Without having time to look back, it is already August. I have been in school studying till evening time on almost everyday of the week and returning to school on Saturday to study. I don't even know what I have been doing so far. I am mad with all these studying. I have test almost every week and I do not have any time to rest at all. Every thing just come one after another without stopping. Especially today where I have to complete 4 chinese essay question which is at least 20 marks. Plus study for my Geography test tomorrow. I hate all the work and I just feel like going poly where life is so slack and relaxing.

I have been doing too much studying and I have been missing out a lot. Overwhelmed by school work and the remarks by some people in school is so irritating that I just hope that they can just disappear. People can be so fake at times I feel that everyone is just as bad. It is nice to talk to the outcast people sometimes. They seem so pure and harmless at times. Human is really so scary, I hope I will not become what they are. Anyway, I am too busy by all the school work that I can bother much about them. Spending so much time in school makes me want to shift to somewhere close to live. Maybe to a friends house at CCK or Yishun or Woodlands. Close to school and close to church.

Church is another thing that occupied my life. Wednesday, Friday and Sunday. Last time I still spend my Saturday for church activities. Duty on Sunday which demand me to go to church early in the morning and I have to forgo my relaxing sleep. My favourite passtime is gone which all this hectic events going on. How I hope I was 5 years ago. All this studying and mugging means nothing to me and all the sleeping time is there for me to enjoy.

Eager to wait for the holidays to come so I can rest for at least one whole day. Sleeping till late afternoon and waking up not needing to do homework. Need not face all the evil people and need not be affected by their remarks. Going to a nice relaxing cafe, order a cup of mocha and a cake to share, if possible some chips or fries. With some close friends beside and take about what has happened and all and just crap some lame jokes. Forget about the time and the closing of the shop and going home and just enjoy. Than go for some late night supper at some nice eatery and slack there for some hours and go to the beach for the sunrise. What a nice scene.