Saturday, February 03, 2007

Survived another week of torment. Stressful to conclude. My back is in pain again, headache on rampage and I wonder what else is on its way. I can conclude that year 2 of JC life is no fun. Physical and emotional test I reckon and of course the test of what we have learned from this 2 or 3 years of intense studies.

I am glad that I manage to pull through this week. It is never easy to do it. It is a blessing for me to have made it thus far. Homework all the way and non stop lessons. Everyday is filled with so much assignments that I can hardly breath. Not to mention resting. I still have a lot of econs homework that I have to hand up. I don't think I can finish them. Too tired physically and mentally to continue this fight.

Till this day I am still asking myself why I choose to go JC. Studying is never my cup of tea. But the friends are alright. I have made many friends that I don't think I will make in any other places. Some of which who is true and some is just stupid. Low EQ not to say but only to think that they are way better than others and he is so right. I wish I can just kill him. This is what pollutes an environment that is so nice.

Very soon a new week is coming and I am totally drained. I do not know how I can pull through. I hope those around will tolerate my bad temper. I also hope that my friends can give me more encouragements and by my side to comfort me. I need you people so much. To make the picture complete, I wish she can be with me. But thats another story another time.


Determination to leave EFC: 60%
Determination to leave ministry: 80%