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Lee Zi Hao
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Badminton is my life
constantly searching for a close friend

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    sentimental

    Friday, February 16, 2007

    Wednesday was Valentine's day and I spend it playing Badminton with xuanqi, hongli, yuanlin, zhuwen and jiahao. That was like a pre-arranged date. While others are celebrating the day with their love ones, I am spending it with my racquet. No choice, who ask my wife to be my racquet. But I really hope that I can spend the day with friends like luke or meng hui. But it is God's will, no choice.

    Thursday was a long day of school and by this time, I am already dead beat. No more energy left and I am still feeling very sick. Tons of assignment arranged for this new year. Time of celebration becomes a time of mugging. Well hated the studies but still love going to school. To meet friends who is every willing to cheer me up no matter how stressed or down I may be. Send a sms to 2 friends in church. Asked them a question that is very relevant to my situation. But the answer was just any normal answer and not what I have in mind.

    Today was cross-country run at East coast park. As usual, running was never my sport. Went for breakfast at Mac and saw huiyun. After the event went with friends to town to buy some clothes for new year.

    This week is a difficult week for me. Talked with wendy about my decision to stay or not. Well at least I can talk to someone about all this. Someone to talk to about how I am feeling inside. Someone to share my burden. Frankly to say all that is keeping me from making the step out is one person. He is one that I made a lot of promise to, whom I will call a brother. Reading the letter he gave me made me feel the warm of the friendship. But the determination to leave is still very strong. The disappointments, the setbacks.

    Deep down I wish that someone will want me to stay. But that someone still have not come to ask of me yet. I am not trying to attract attention or what-so-ever. I guess I am just demanding more than what I have. I don't know how long I can continue.

    I really want to thank my school friends who are always there for me.
    Friends who never fail to brighten my day:
    sharon, jiahao, justin, huiyun, martin
    Friends who are always there for me:
    sharon, jiahao, shannon
    And thanks to those whom I know in school;
    jonathan, huishan, bella, jiemin, adeline, justin, zhuwen, jiahao, also to everyone who knows me.

    I really appreciate all of you. All of you have made my days in YJC memorable.


    zihao blogged at 2/16/2007 11:25:00 PM


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