Wednesday, August 29, 2007

Today is 29th August 2007. A few more hours to 30th. It just means that I have 1 less day to A levels. My condition? Ultimate stressfulness.

I want to apologise to my friends in advance. If I can't make it for any gathering or any other events, I am really sorry. Not that I don't want to but I have a higher priority. I need to study for my final year that I might need to sit for. But I promise I will surely make myself free whenever I can. Call me out for supper on Friday?

My current results are not that wonderful yet, but I did have some improvements. I promise to do my best to score quality grades. Be it for myself, for a special friend or even for those who have high hopes for me. I will not disappoint any of you even if it takes a miracle out of me.

Will be planning out a studying schedule for myself. I will include my studying plans, some days for sports, some days for relaxation at home and most importantly days to go out for food with my friends. I will be expecting stress, depression, emotional and my bad temper to surface. For those who can't take any of it, please stay clear. I won't restrain myself because I want to use my energy on studying.

What I hope for is a friend from Yishun who can keep my company through this stressful period. Maybe dinner now and then? But I know it is impossible. Things have moved on and nothing is what it used to be. You have made new friends and put everything behind. I have grown to accept that as well. But I will continue to hope but I won't insist on anything that is not destined.

Meanwhile, I will be putting aside every other things that I can put away. I have clear off any events from Church that required my commitments. There are plenty of help out there and I will just drag you all down. So pardon my dismissal from all these. Moreover, I do not have the talent to do all these. I just hope to be the crowd for now until everything settles.

What I need now is friends. Friends who are there for me and stand by me. I hope to be able to de-stress from the company of good friends and good chats. Most importantly, divine blessings.