Sunday, September 09, 2007

Want to start off by asking a question.

There are so many meters in this world. Pedometer, Ammeter, voltmeter and even stopwatch, seismometer and anemometer. How accurate are all these instruments? Who is the one to set what is accurate? I have the same question for our spiritual living. How can we measure our spiritual status? How accurate is it?

Not sure if it is God's will, but I am anticipating changes. Recently, Youth hope have been appearing in my life again. I am exposed to so much of them that sometimes I feel the urge to go for their service and being a part of them. No doubt that God is working in the youth there. I am enticed by how their youth group works. I feel so excited for them just knowing that they can come together as a school to go everything. Be in studies, fellowship or even attending church.

I can really sense a revival coming close for them. It is such a good idea to outreach as a school. It really works and the bonds between everyone of them can really be very close. Considering that you see your cell group members almost everyday, how can the bonds not be forged. I believe that they are like brothers and sisters to each other. It is really amazing and made me feel so eager to want to be part of their movement.

For me, I think I will just pray about it. Let God decide what is my next step. I do not want to suggest anything or to make any decisions. I am afraid my judgement will be wrong. But I will take to some friends from both church to see what do they think my next move should be.

Anyway, it is mid September. About one more month to the As. Going to work doubly hard for it. I will strive hard for my grades. Going to have a lot of planning to make sure I get what I want. I don't want to let all these go down the drain.

Putting aside things that is getting into my way. Almost forgot, I have decided to get a 3 star certificate for kayaking. Going to save up from now on to make my dream come true. But I will still get my Badminton coaching license. So many wants but so little time.